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Sunday, October 21, 2018

THE FLOATING DIARY (Short Story Journal – 31): CHIRIYA

Every CHIRIYA needs to fly! Every fledgling deserves to determine his or her destination. Every child is special. Every child is born free! Let us pledge to give them their freedom…

The sound of our speeding train produced a mechanical hum while we, the passengers sat inside the compartment and headed towards our destination. This was yesterday night, when I was traveling to Shimla. Yes, Shimla, the alpine town where uncle Devendra Shome lives. He had always lived there with his wife and son, Amit Shome. Amit is now an engineer and lives in Bangalore. However, uncle Shome and his wife, aunt Deeksha, still lives in Shimla. I, along with aunt Padma, had decided to visit them for a couple of days.

As I boarded the train with aunt Padma and the huge serpentine vehicle hooted its whistle and moved out from the platform, the glimpse of a face flashed in front of my eyes… It was the face of CHIRIYA! Yes, it was the name of the little girl servant who worked in Uncle Shome’s bungalow. I met her only a couple of times during my annual visits to Shimla, before she disappeared. Nobody knew where she went. She vanished unnoticed from our lives, like a passing tempest.

The first time I met her, Chiriya herself was about eight or nine years old and was the resident of a nearby village. She was a child whose parents needed financial support by any possible means and thus sent her to work, like many others of her age. She used to clean the tables, wash the utensils and also arrange Amit's room.

I was seven-years-old, maybe, and Amit was about five. Her complexion was dark, her hair was always untidy, her dress was mostly worn-out, but her teeth were white! When she smiled, her teeth showed as a stark contrast to her entire appearance. She looked like a little lanky baby ghost!

Occasionally, during afternoons, Amit and I used to ask her to play hide-and-seek with us. Little Chiriya could run very fast! She was so fast that I once told her, “Chiriya, you should become an athlete!”

Chiriya didn’t know the meaning of becoming an athlete and used to reply innocently “Bhaiya, I am happy here! I get good food. I get money. My Baba and Maa are happy too!”

Once I asked Maa, “Why does Chiriya have to work? Why does she need to wash the plates?” However, I never received any satisfactory answer. Then one day, I heard that Chiriya was gone. Nobody knew where she went. Deep within my young heart, I felt an unknown pain and I told myself, “She is gone to become an athlete!”

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We were in the first-class compartment, occupying one lower and one upper berth. Opposite to us, was a lady, Mrs. Mathur, and her son Dipak. The little boy was about ten-year-old. He had a round, melon shaped face with large expressive eyes. I liked his innocent smile and the tone of his sweet melodious voice. It reminded me of my own carefree childhood.

Presently, as we stopped at a major Railway Junction, a little boy came inside with a broom and began sweeping the floor vigorously. He finished his task within minutes and raised his hand for some monetary reward.

Aunt Padma said sternly, “We didn’t ask you to do this. Why are you asking for money? Why don’t you go to school little lad?”

The boy replied with a smile, “My parents don’t have the money to send me to school. I work here to earn for them. I don’t beg, I work to earn.”

Aunt Padma didn’t have any reply to whatever she heard. I took out some money and gave them to the boy. A melancholy filled my heart. I guess, aunt Padma understood it and held my hand tightly. I said to her, “I suddenly remembered Chiriya!”

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Aunt Padma and Mrs. Mathur had been chatting while I sat near the window and looked at the changing rural landscape. As evening fell, the veil of darkness covered everything and I shifted my attention inside, within the compartment, towards the conversation between Aunt Padma and Mrs. Mathur.

“So, Dipak is a young star!” exclaimed aunt Padma.

“He had been acting in television soaps for the last four years. We are going to Shimla for a shooting…” ejaculated Mrs. Mathur proudly.

Mrs. Mathur shifted her focus towards Dipak and said in a serious voice, “Dipak, you had been memorizing the script for the last few hours! How long more do you need to finish the task?”

“Maa”, answered little Dipak, “This is a lengthy script and is so boring. Its taking me a long time to finish! Can I read my storybook for a while and then memorize?”

The little boy had not lifted his eyes from the bunch of papers ever since he boarded the train, this afternoon. However, Mrs. Mathur replied with a dry smile, “Son, first finish your work and then you can read your storybook. You need to be fully prepared for the shoot.”

Mrs. Mathur handed over a sweetmeat to Dipak, perhaps as a reward to complete his mundane task, and kissed him on his forehead. The boy returned a tired look and then dug into the bunch of papers. Even today, as I looked at Dipak, the face of Chiriya flashed past my eyes and I felt an unknown pain.

Child labor is a crime! We all say this, admit this. However, a collective effort is never undertaken against it. How will that happen? Is there an answer to the problem that the little sweeper boy raised yesterday? Are not the likes of little Dipak a victim too? Are there not millions of Chiriya across the breadth of this country, whom we had been employing for years?

I don’t have an answer. However, as I sit here in Shimla tonight, and write this journal, the questions keep haunting me. I am writing this in my journal so that when I shall read this piece after years, I shall be able to feel the pain, feel the desire to fight against it.


Every CHIRIYA needs to fly! Every fledgling deserves to determine his or her destination. Every child is special. Every child is born free! Let us pledge to give them their freedom. May the little CHIRIYA in every child be able to flap their wings and fly high!

Thursday, October 18, 2018

THE FLOATING DIARY (Short Story Journal – 30): Ravana Dahan #MeeToo

Today on the auspicious day of Vijayadashami, I sit and write in my journal about an incident that shook me to the core! It is midnight now, but I am writing down about something that happened a few hours back. I feel a strange energy within me now. It is a power to whatever is right. I wonder, how this Dussera has become special with a simple vow that I pledged.

Ajay, my college buddy, had invited me over for dinner tonight. I was elated to receive the invitation as I had not met him since a long time, despite the proximity of our respective houses. I dressed up in a nice traditional attire, bought some sweets and reached Ajay’s house sharp at 7 PM.

Ajay, who now works at a bank, had always been of philosophical and radical bent of mind. In college, I used to think that he would perhaps become an author or a political leader. He was always the first person to stand up against any wrongdoing and protest. Ajay’s unique bent of mind attracted me towards his personality and we became good friends. However, with passage of time, the revolutionary young man, gradually made truce with harsh reality. Today, after about a decade, Ajay lives a peaceful with his wife Shweta and their little three-year-old daughter, Titli.

As we sat in the living-room and chatted, flashes of past memories whizzed past my eyes. I said, “Ajay, it has been such a long time since we chatted like this. I remember our college days, I still cannot forget the strong and powerful revolutionary of our class… Ajay!”

“Pravin”, answered Ajay with a smile, “Everything has a passing phase. That phase is well past now. We have to live in the present world. I am happy for who I was, and I am happy for who I am today.”

Little Titli played with her toys. The innocent child, with neatly made curly long hair and mischievous eyes giggled on her own as she fiddled with her dolls. She cuddled up against the sofa on which Ajay sat and hummed a nursery rhyme and was busy in her own world.

Ajay looked at her and turned his eyes towards me and said, “Now, she is my world. She, my princess, my TITLI.”

The little girl sat, as if, under the shadow of her father. It was like a canopy of protection under whose shade she felt safe and secure. I noticed that there were tears in Ajay’s eyes. I looked at him for some more time and asked, “What is it Ajay? Is anything bothering you?”

Ajay replied, “Look at her. She is such an innocent child. She looks so divine in that little red dress and that polka dotted shorts. Today, everybody admires her and cuddles her like a doll. However, last night I had a dream. Yet, it was not just a dream… it was a reality check!”

“What sort of a dream?” I asked Ajay.

He replied, “A dream that was an eye opener… Pravin, soon my little Titli will grow up into a young lady. Soon, the glances in the eyes of her admirers would change! Soon, the innocent child would be looked upon by lustful eyes! I just cannot tolerate it! The world is becoming so perilous. How will I protect my child! Pravin, today Ravana is not a myth… he is present in our personalities that give rise to #MeToo! Be it personal, be it political, be it the changing nature of man or woman, unless we all kill that demon, no Dussera would be complete! What sort of a world are we creating for the future generations? A place where #MeToo rules or a place where love and harmony prevails…”

I looked at Ajay while he added, “In my dream, Titli questioned me… Papa will the MeToo Ravana gulp me down? Papa, save me from this demon! I woke up from my sleep with a jerk! It is not just a dream… it is not just a voice! Pravin, it is the voice of every child, male or female, who would make up our society tomorrow. Unless, we kill the MeToo Ravana in us… the world can never be safe for our children. I wish, this year, the Lord gives us strength and power to end the era of imperfection so that we can all take a step forward and do whatever is right!”

“Yes Ajay. But, how can you or I bring in such a revolution?” I asked anxiously.

“Perhaps, the first step is standing up against anything that is wrong! If we, insignificant individuals, stand up against whatever is wrong, then a cyclone would soon brew up and wipe away the demon!” answered Ajay.

“Pravin, I don’t know how it will happen. I only know that it must happen!”, continued Ajay and picked up little Titli on his lap, “But, this is something that I vow to do for my child and for every child who would become an adult tomorrow. Unless the view of every man and every woman changes, we can never bring this change.”

He finished with, “This year, Vijayadashami must be all about Ravana Dahan #MeToo and everything that is wrong for a healthy society! I hope, we groom our children to respect each other, to protect the modesty of women, to treat everybody with honor and dignity. The ten-headed #MeToo demon must not extend its reach further. We, mortals of this world have the duty to end this fiend!”


I came back home with a strange feeling in my heart. Tonight, whatever I write here in my journal, cannot be explained in words perhaps. I am not a father, yet, but I still feel a strange attachment to little Titli. I feel the strong message in the words of Ajay and I pledge to do my bit to support the cause he has picked up. It is a pledge, it is a vow, it is promise that I have consented with Ajay, to make the world a better place. Even though I don’t know how, but the honest intension within our hearts tell me that we would soon find a way.

Thursday, October 11, 2018

THE FLOATING DIARY (Short Story Journal – 29): A trip to Wonderland

If you don’t know where you are going, any road can take you there”, I read this quote when I was a little boy. At that age, the lines of the book and the fantasy of “Alice’s Adventure in Wonderland” struck my world of imagination with a huge knock-knock to dream about the impossible!

Today, as I sit and write my journal and look back at those days, I feel amused by the amount of energy and enthusiasm I had to dream about a trip to the Wonderland! I won’t write about any experience today. Instead, I would write about a dream journey that my heart truly desires!

Today morning, I found the copy of the book amid my belongings. Baba had gifted it to me when I was about ten years old. Yet, as I grew up, every time I read the book, I had a different realization. Throughout my life I had dreamt of traveling to so many places, to experience so many cultures, but deep within my subconscious, there is one place that I yearned to visit… Alice’s Wonderland!

In the morning, I sat at my desk and read through the book. I, Pravin, victim of an impending amnesia, a man who captures his life in his journal to live it all over again when time will wipe away all my memories! A peculiar fact about life is that it is so unpredictable, so chaotic, yet so rhythmic and lyrical. I sat and wondered about how so many things happen around us that is beyond our control, yet we wish to control it with our mortal powers. Alice’s Wonderland is all about that chaotic saga and unpredictable journey that makes our lives worth living.

I loved the line, “If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn’t…” As a child it amused me. As an adult it fascinated me.

The line is so relevant. Deep within my heart I, too, want to visit the Wonderland and make everything a “Nonsense”! My losses, my gains, my love, my worries… everything would become a nonsense! I want to meet the Mad Hatter, the Queen of Hearts, the King of Hearts, the Cheshire Cat, the White Rabbit and every crazy character in that world which blooms in the innocent mind of a young child… the world of dream, the Dreamland, the Wonderland!

In that world, maybe, the Mad Hatter would tell me, “The is a place like no place on earth. A land full of wonder, mystery and danger! Some say, to survive it, you need to be as mad as a hatter. Which, luckily, I am.”

I want to be as mad as the Mad Hatter! I want to go as crazy as Alice and live a few days in that world of pandemonium and confusion. Perhaps, that is what we all need to be truly happy! Those who don’t believe in magic, would never find it. That is the reason why I wish to be there, in Wonderland and believe in the magic of LIFE.

The Mad Hatter: Have I gone mad?
Alice: I'm afraid so. You're entirely bonkers. But I'll tell you a secret. All the best people are.

I can’t go back to yesterday, because I was a different person then”, I read, realized and felt a rejuvenated energy within myself to face my pains. I never had a BucketList for myself. I never thought that I will run out of time! Yet, we all do so. That is the reason why I want to visit Wonderland, where anything is possible. I want to believe that there are drinks that make you shrink. There are foods that make you grow! And there are animals that can talk! This is so maddening, this is so crazy… and I want to be a part of it!

My mind is in a completely different state of ecstasy now. I must end my journal entry here, tonight. Perhaps, because I am going mad with my imagination! However, the yearning to see the beautiful world of Alice remains strong within me. I don’t know whether this dream will ever come true. I don’t know what I will understand when I read today’s journal after another year. However, this chaos, this confusion, this cacophony is perhaps what life teaches us! It is sweet, it is sour, it is a tasty tangy jumble of all flavors.

I am sure, when I will read this journal again, there would be glint of a smile (maybe like the Cheshire Cat) on my face! Good Night, and happy dreaming. May we all are able to visit Wonderland, someday.

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